Sunday, July 31, 2011

3rd Base

It was not the third base that every high school boy brags to his friends about arriving to on a Friday night. It is a position on the baseball diamond and my most feared position on that field. I have a healthy fear of line dives, broken teeth and a discomfort for the left line of white chalk.


I did alright, not exactly well but satisfactory nonetheless. It felt like every ball was hit to my side. Admittedly, my nerves allowed a few more to get pass than my skill level would have allowed. A couple of practices may have helped but there is nothing like the rush of being tossed into the deep end without ever having swam before. I liked the responsibility, the effort that was needed to push the ball over to first, and the comfort of the closeness to home plate.

We lost. We have lost all games. In many ways, I am good at losing—able to appreciate the successes that we did have and supporting the concept of a developmental season. The funny thing about leadership is and will always be, the many different leadership styles.

Sunday, July 24, 2011

Is it still raining everywhere you are?

Pouring tragedy and flooding your days? Overwhelming your thoughts and clouding judgement?
I hope it bends before it breaks.

Dog days

He wakes me up every morning at 630 without fail, keeping me responsible and ensuring a headache (and necessitating an afternoon nap) if I stay out too late. This morning he was pushing a toy into my face, wagging his tail with excitement, reminding me that happiness is the excitement of a new day full of play.

We take a long walk, showing him off to my hood and pursuing morning coffee along the way. A woman asks, does he bite and I say, no, he kisses. Then he goes for her face. My dad calls him my best friend in Texas and it is true.